What would you do ??? Chapter 2

Well, as it turns out my conversation with my friend went well. I knew all along that I had to tell her about the things I knew about her husband. I really never doubted if I where going to tell her, I knew all along that had I been given the information I needed when I was with a cheater, I wouldn't have wasted so much time..I knew that I owed her the truth. So the truth is what I gave her. Of course she is heart broken, a 10 year marriage, gone in an instant. She was forced to face the facts, although, she tells me she knew all along, she just didn't want to see it. She also told me that I was THE ONLY person in her life that would tell her the truth about her husband. I think everything happens for a reason, and that there is a time for everything as well. Would she have been strong enough to leave everything she owns 5 years ago? 8 years ago? No, I doubt it. Even though she questions if she can make it through this now, I truly believe now is the time. I have soo much respect for someone that can "just leave ", leave everything they own for the sake of safety and well being of there children and themselves. What courage. ..What strength, she doesn't know it yet, but leaving was over half the battle.. IM proud of you A.. You are the picture of a strong woman, you have done what most abused women wish they could do.. You took control...

Thank you...

I just wanted to say thank you to our troops.. Thank you for risking your lives for us.. I will keep yall in my thoughts and prayers.. Special thanks goes out to my brother- Come back safe !!! I cant handle my sister alone !!! To Will- Please be safe ..Your family and your friend need you.. I love you guys !!!!

What would you do ????

What would you do? If you knew that one of your best friend's husbands was cheating on them? Do you risk the fact that it could all be a rumor? Do you ignore it.. Do you risk the fact that she will find out you knew and be pissed at you for not telling her????Do you tell her and hope like hell she doesnt get mad at you for saying it?? What would you do?????

Shizzy Nizzy & Shizzy Dizzy 

Kaylee..

I Love this picture of my Niece- such joy and innocence..

LOVE

Love- What a mysterious feeling... Love is patient, love is blind, Love keeps me from freckin going ballistic on my stubborn ass husband- that- and jail time.. Whew I feel better now.. I was talking to a dear friend of mine today on the internet, we talked about places and things, I asked him if he ever just wanted to go away- To a place of serenity, just for a while, a place where everything in the world is right. He told me about a house he would have, a light blue house, surrounded by a porch, that looks out onto the ocean. The grass is green, the Lilac flowers are blooming, along with the gardenias , the windows are open, a breeze comes by and all at once you smell the flowers ..the sea air.. The sound of the ocean ..That soothing sound..I could picture and feel every moment of his description. I so wish I had this place he described, isn't it amazing what the mind can conceive. I wonder..given the opportunity for each of us to go to our own serine place, yet never come back, I wonder how many of us would go. Would it be worth it? To be alone, yet at peace. Or would the loneliness outweigh the serenity.. These are the things I wonder about. What's this all about anyway? This thing called life. I once heard someone say- Life is about LOVE - Nothing more, nothing less. When all is gone, Love is all that remains. I believe this, I don't see any other reason to be here? Who cares where I live? What I wear? Life boys and girls is about loving. Loving in many different forms. The smile you bring to your true friends face after you haven't seen them in years. The smile you bring to your sisters face, even after both of you have vowed never to speak to each other again. A hug from someone YOU KNOW loves you-a friend that takes time to comfort you when you are down. A friend who's imagination and love take you to a serine place..That my friends- is what life's about.. Love ya Wes !!!!

Thanks going out to my Nizzy

Thanks for calling me tonight Nizzy ( you know who you are ) LOVE YOU LONG TIME !!!!

Are You Ready For Some Football ??????????????

Ok, now that I know at least 2 people read this thing, I'll continue to write.. Lets talk about football.. My husband and his best friend are TEXANS fanatics !! Have you ever come home and found a 6ft inflatable Texan player in your gameroom?? Ohh I have.. I have to say, Im not complaining, I think everyone in this world should have something that motivates them and or makes them smile. Football just happens to be his I guess. I mean some people are serial killers, others are rapists they do these things as hobbies and or something that they are interested in..- IM ok with the football thing.. : ) So my first weekend went well with science Diet. I was pleasantly surprised how many people are educated about pet food and give there pets S.D... hurray for the educated !!!! That's ok though, me and my sis are on a mission to teach the world why all pet owners should be on S.D... OH YEAH !!! We could have been doctors, but noo we realized our calling-Pet Food Educators Unite !!!!

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DOES ANYBODY EVEN READ THIS ???

46 DAYS LEFT TILL THE CRUISE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DAMN THESE PAST TWO WEEKS HAVE BEEN STRESS BALLS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BOTH OF MY DOGS HAVE BEEN SOOO SICK.. ONE HAS TO BE TAKEN TO THE EMERGENCY VET BECAUSE SHE HAD A SEIZURE..$ 200.00 DOLLARS LATER...SHE'S FINE, THE OTHER ONE GOT A STOMACH BUG SO YALL CAN IMAGINE WHAT I HAVE BEEN CLEANING UP FOR 3 DAYS.. AUH !!!!!!! ANYBODY WANT A CHOW AND A TERRIER MIX???????? GEEZ.... MY STEP DAUGHTER IS LESS MAINTENCE THAN EITHER DOG !!! WELCOME TO THE LOVELY WORLD OF BEING A DOG OWNER... ALL ABOARD.. 46 DAYS LEFT TILL MEXICO !!!!!!!!! : o

People and there mood swings

Some People amaze me.. They expect us all to be mind readers.. Some People expect us to know when they are in a bad mood and or a good mood, and we as " People " are supposed to accommodate which ever mood that might be.. All of us know " People" like this... What a bunch of horse shit. Cant "people" just be DECENT to others, I mean yah, I've had bad days- BUT I don't look at everyone else in disgust and snarl at the sight of smiles. I don't get it, life is soo short, here one day gone the next. I once had a "friend" tell me " I'm done with you " Like I was a f-in waffle she had cooked and didn't want the rest of it??? I just don't get it.. IM tired of trying to read " People's" Minds to figurge out how I should react to there "mood" for the day. I think these type of people, the one's that let there moods dictate how they treat other people, I think they should all just f-in get over it.. The "normal" people of the world dont care anymore- we are "done ".. SO THERE !!!

Wow- I actually received child support for this month!

I stand corrected, I actually received child support for this month ! Now its only one month behind !!! Its a miracle !!!! Moving on--- I'm now a spokesperson for Science Diet Pet Food... Yes, that's right, I know more about this pet food than I could ever imagine I would be taught.. My sister and I endured 2 days of a VERY intense seminar on this brand, I could not believe how passionate these people are about there food. The classes where taught by Vets , which totally impressed me, I have been using this food anyway, every vet I have ever been to has recommended it, now, after this past weekend, I know why. If any of yall have pets, PLEASE put them on science diet, without going into the chemical makeup of this food, and how bad the other foods are, just trust me.. your pet will live longer.. I promise..This had been an annoucment of me... : )

Still Waiting...

2 ..Months later.. still no child support.. enough said..

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE???

What the hell is wrong with people. I try to be a nice person, ya know do to others as you would have done to you..Doesn't this apply to a damn parking place as well??? Why is it that people deliberately want to take MY parking place. It's like I have a beckon on the roof of my truck that actually signals these RUDE morons when Im trying to park. In the last week I have had people snake my parking place three times, at three different places !!! The last time it happened to me a at a food store- which I hate going to in the first place. Here is where being a parent comes in, I cant get out an cuss the person out- because my step daughter is with me, all I can do is LOUDLY tell my child that doing this to other people is RUDE! She then turns to me and looks at me like IM nuts. She then tells me she doesn't have a license, and continues to look at me like I'm nuts.. Oh well.. So if any of you have moron beacons on your vehicles, I suggest you remove them , otherwise, you should try to avoid parking lots at all cost like me.