TODAY SUCKED - BADLY

I SHOULD HAVE JUST STAYED IN BED ALL DAY TODAY.. My day starts out with a conference with the step daughters teacher.. Boy was that enlightening.. She's been playing us all like a fiddle.. OOOh sure she's doing her home work every night.. Little did we know. She was doing one page of homework when she's had 4 or 5.. This has been going on for 12 weeks now???When asked why she only did one page of her homework every week instead of all of it.. The answer I get is simple- I didn't want to do it.. And she knew she could get away with it for awhile.. AUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE BEING LIED TO WITH A PASSION.. Moreover I hate being played for a fool.. Buy hey.. Why wouldn't a 9 yr old try it?? I don't blame her, I was 9 once as well... To top it all off, her "birth sponsor" informs me that she WILL NOT discipline the child at all for bad grades in school- because she only sees her 2 times a month- and we are her parents... What the hell???? Of course coming from someone with a 7th or 8th grade education.. I shouldn't be surprised..at all.. I never ever imagined this job was going to be this hard.. I feel like all Im doing is fighting an uphill battle sometimes..I'm starting to think that my daughter ( yes mine ) Im raising her--- im starting to think that I will be forced to do what I haven't wanted to do..and that's totally get he "birth sponsor " out of her life for awhile. She and or "it" is bringing nothing but detriment to this child's future and her mental health.. I'm calling my lawyer in the morning.. and I cant continue to fight her " birth Sponsor ". So I'm picking to win the war... So the rest of my day goes as follows: My boss quits, his jackass boss shows up, he rides my ass all day, then hands me my "incentive " for the quarter- wick is a damn joke.. Im 115% OVER my goal for 2005, and he's giving me shit??? I think he should go sexually harass another Rep like he likes to do- ooh and get stupid drunk in front of his entire staff.. and get off my back..I'm pretty much disgusted with everything right now.. Like I said- I should have stayed in bed all day... Here's hoping tomorrow goes better... Until then..